an honest dialogue (mostly) & a makeup tutorial (kind of)

when i sat down to film this makeup look, this is how i felt, so i wanted to be honest about it.

please know that i appreciate you guys to the moon, but sometimes the negativity just crushes all the positivity, especially when struggling with mental health issues.

when i’m not posting on youtube, i’m dealing with chronic fatigue, chronic illness, chronic pain, anxiety & depression & not a lot of motivation. hands up if u can relate! i have ehlers danlos syndrome, & it can be blamed for a lot of the above.

i’m sorry to disappoint so many of you, but making content is not as important as trying to manage my physical & mental health, & it shouldn’t be!

to you sweet & patient angels, i love you.

hopefully someday i can be a regular content kind of creator.

xo

jordi

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